Closure Note to Lonny - (what i never got to say)

its been a year... memories still flood my mind.... even though i've moved forward... even after all this time... i know my name is still Tatted your Arm... i know you nicknamed your girlfriend "New New" to try to block out every memory of me.... i know when your not smoking your wet cigarette or drinking your failure that its those random flashbacks that make u wish things were different. At times i do too, but i guess that just wasnt the case with us. i just wanted to say what i never got to say... i know i was COLD... i had to be... or i would have NEVER left....i loved you TOO much...i had to wake up from your talk and no walk... i had to leave... i couldnt watch you circle the drain and take me along for the ride.... i just wanted u to know... i DO Love you, the time we shared. Take Care & i wish the Best for you ;)